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Staring at my ceiling from 11 to 3... going through my break down stage..
Been thinking alot... All i wanna say is...

Screw new beginning.. Theres no such thing..
only repeating the same ending over and over again..

When I first saw you.. I gave myself a chance.. to see the world what ppl claim it is.
Filled with love and happiness..
I put tht chance in your hands and it filled me with hope..
But you just shatter it to pieces..
I guess I just doesn't have the privilege to be loved or happy..

I'm struggling to put these pieces together..
As I pick it up.. tears just start to roll down my cheeks..
Staring at them.. I just don't know whether I could go through such pain

I'm not blaming you.. you deserve be have someone better and be happy..
I just feel so shitty right now..
I'm just a useless piece of shit ass bastard.. what qualities do I have to offer you..
People call me brave when I'm just being stubborn..
And I do good deeds for tht little bit of glory..

Its no wonder I couldn't even cross your mind..
As time passes.. I find myself laying in a pool of blood..
I'm being cut by the pieces tht once led me to feel for you
I'm just slowly bleeding away from you..

Apologize for those vulgar..
My temper is seriously getting the best of me right now